I aM HeRE

It has been a week plus... So, what do I miss?

• Speaking in Manglish, Malay, Mandarin and Cantonese
• Saying the word LOL and SWT
• Doing my freaky smile =D
• The hot hot Malaysian sun XD (not really)
• MUSIC!!! I forgot to put my fav songs in my hand phone before I come here =(
• Curry!!! Curry here taste like Twisties XD
• My hand phone's ring tone
• Watching ENGLISH movies!!! They are just showing Cloverfield in Japan and I watched it like... 3 months ago?!!
• My bunny!!! =D
• Sleeping on a BED

Still not homesick yet. AND! I do not miss anybody... yet! It's a good thing I guess? I do sometimes wonder how are my other friends doing in other countries, different parts of Japan and in Malaysia.

Sometimes I wonder too, how would it be like if I chose to go to Costa Rica instead. But since it makes me sad, I choose not to think about it. =)

Take care people! I am doing really good. Just kinda bored. School starts only on April 8. Nice.

i GoT mY LiCenCE!!!

I PASSED MY JPJ TEST TODAY!!! I CAN DRIVE!!!

My dad still reckons I drive dangerously, my mom tells me to slow down and my bro says I have wheally BAAAAAAAAD driving skills, but who cares??? The JPJ officers passed me!!! THAT matters =)

God is SOOOOOOOO good!

TaWaU... PiCTureSquE???

Tawau!!!

I never actually realised how beautiful Tawau is! Well, the picture shows HALF of Tawau and it's small, but I hope you can still admire its beauty =D!!!

In case you might be wondering where I snapped this picture, the answer is Lim Man Kui!!! Is it called Lim Man Kui? XD!!! I seriously do not know. All I know is that it is somewhere in Sin On. It took my friends and I an hour plus to climb up, enjoy the view, cam-whore, snap more pictures, talk and go down. I am speaking 1 hour plus for people like us who would sweat like mad just by walking 500 metres. Yes, we do. So if you have high stamina it should be quicker ;)

Check this place out! If you prefer a better view, this is waaaaaaaaaaaay more panoramic than Bukit Gemok! Although, not that green but... AH WELL! It's the view that matters to me =)

This side of Tawau looks SOOOOO green!!! ^^

Us!!! This is NOT the peak... it's also not the road up. It's just somewhere on the hill =)

The bunch that went up with me...

This, is the peak! Tawau's just right behind of us! *This was not taken on the same day XD*

Guy: Tin ar! Dim gai ar!!! Girl: Hai lo! Dim gai ar!

Saw this plant on the way down... I screamed "MUK GUA!!!" and everyone was laughing at me... Even the aunty going up stopped just to laugh at me! Gosh... My mandarin still needs improvement =( What's it called in mandarin anyway? It's a pumpkin.

Well, if you think Tawau sucks... It's not all that bad! At least we have a cinema, KFC, Pizza Hut and.......... a hill with a nice view of Tawau! Owh, and we have cocoas =D

SeEinG DouBLe

DOUBLE rainbow!!!! @@

I know, BAD SHOT!!! But at least I finally snapped a double rainbow picture =)))

It looks horrible because I forgot to wipe the car screen before snapping this. Ah well!

2008!!!

Happy New Year everyone!!! So it's actually the 9th of January already, but... who cares? =) It's my first post for the year!

2007 has unbelievably passed so fast. Especially the weeks and months, but the days were way slow... Specifically the days spent in school XD! Despite standing at the park in KLCC with my head facing the sky and NOT BUDGING for EIGHT solid minutes to see the fireworks welcoming 2008,... I can still hardly believe that it is actually a new year! Well, what can I say?

Last year has been a real great teacher and DUH a memorable one (I sound SO CHEESY!!! Heh! But I mean what I say =]) . I learn to appreciate my family more, love my friends plus no more hating anyone, have fun to the fullest AND... not ever, I repeat EVER, to be such a big fat procrastinator!!! I literally threw my studies away in upper secondary. I seriously do NOT know what to expect for my SPM results, but I am going to keep my fingers crossed and trust God. ^^ Such optimism, eh?

So... YAY!!! I am officially freed from secondary school. I so do not miss my school! Haha, really. I do not know why! But obviously, I miss the company of my dear friends. I couldn't believe that I would actually cry during my class' farewell! I mean, ME!!! The girl who laughs when watching chick flicks or lovey dovey cheesy "touching" dramas! Guess it was the thought that my bestie since like kindergarten, Lilin, was leaving to Italy the very next day. Ah well... She'll be back REAL soon =) whoopie!

This year... I am keeping this blog alive!!!. I guess. But then again, when these words come from me, doubt I will actually do it. ;) Such a reckless sloth I am.

Done with SPM!!!

I'M OFFICIALLY FREE!!!

YAY! WEEHOO!!!

HERE I COME, FREEDOM...!!!

... well, not really. Still have one final paper, Pendidikan Seni Visual, tomorrow... AH WELL!!! YAY!

It'S A yEAR!!!

Haha... Yeah it's almost a year since I last blogged. Well, what can I say? I DID say that I was on hiatus............

Anyway, I totally forgot about this blog until recently I decided to search back for it in Google Blog Search. Reading back the posts, I realised one very remorseful thing about me, I live life for the moment. Well, you may think that it's not a bad thing, seeing that we only live once and all that blahs... But the reality doesn't work this way. Planings are perpetual in one's life. I... have not planned well.

Sighs. I still remember how on fire I was last year, to prove everybody wrong of what they think of me. To prove that I AM capable of acing in upper secondary. Yet, all talk and no action means nothing. How stupid I was. I fallaciously lead myself to believe that I can actually do it without much prepearation. I told myself that there was still aplenty of time. Lie, lie, lie. I was and am only lying to myself.

A month and few weeks more to SPM. How can I ever reach my target if I'm not budging? Having trials now and I can repeat again the lines I said last year... "Why didn't I study earlier?" "Why didn't I concentrate in class?" Ah well, but now, now that I've REALLY come to realisation... I will try. It's better to live life saying "At least I tried" than to say 'I should have..."

Ticking closer to SPM, I realise that it's time for me now to finally leave St. Patrick's. Friends, the surroundings, the getting up every morning at 5.00 am... Indeed this year, I've had a lot of close and sweet memories with all my friends. The great times I had celebrating birthdays, the state-level debate competition, the times in tuition, the boring lessons in schoool... But one thing I regret is I am no longer who I am. I used to think that I can be everybody's friend. I used to be the one who's friends with everybody in class. Yes, no doubt this year I still am, but the ties with a few of my friends have become rather cold. It's so sad!!! I can't say that it's their fault. part of me has to take the blame because I know that i have never really tried to fit in. Why give yourself excuses that their not your type of friends? Other people can mix with them, but i can't. Fatuous believe...

Hmm... I really cannot think of much to say now. But the matured side of me has finally burts itself out. Haha... I'm not all matured like what some people think I am. I'm also not all a happy and hyper person like what others think I am. Blending between my craziness and matured side is indubitably a difficult side. But this is me and who I choose to remain. =)))))

Wooo hooo!!! Feels good to let it all out. *inhale**exhale* I'll be going for another hiatus again!!! Heeeeee......