FiNALs '06 - part 2

Holidays next week, the Form 3s are having PMR and students from a private school will be using our school to sit for their PMR. So... No exams for a whole week!!!

Yay? Boo? Can't exactly say... All I know is that I still need to like sit for my Bible Knowledge exams on this Oct the 3rd, which is a Tues, I think it is a Tuesday... Oh well, who cares. I have to start preparing from now then I needn't worry when the exams will be =)

I lost my cellphone's USB cable!!! I can't upload pics inside my entry... *Sobs* Tried to add a few msn icons (icons/avatars, whad'ya call it?) inside a post last Fridya night, but didn't work out!!! CWOT AND effort! Wait, t'was Thursday night, I think?? Gawd... I don't know why I always lost the track of time during hols. It's Saturday today right? Haha at least I'm possitive I get that one right. Dumb me...

My B.K. textbook and trustable highlighter is like on my lap now. Wanted to turn on the com, whislt studying to like listen to music (can't upload my fav songs to my phone now that cable's gone =' sniffles!) or surf some pages when I get bored. But turns out to be a totally wrong idea! I'm still stucked at Luke Chapter 1 ... =(

Gotta get going...

*HAHA!! After posting htis, the avatars came out... Whee~~ I didn't waste my effort afterall! Tee-hee! Silly me!**

BLenDeD FEELinGS

Emo, depressed, just... all sorts of conflicts blended together. Just can't bring myself to express it out in words... So, I use these avatars instead. I don't want to puke out my feelings here, not now, not tomorrow and I doubt ever. I just hope that it's all a lie. Humans are always believing what they see... How dumb are we? Hating the way things are,... just wishing that everything can be changed.

FiNaLS '06- part 1

The sky is clapping with thunder. Starring up at the heavens, I knew that in any micro-second the sky will burst open gushing rain that will pelt on my skin.

Pathetic… *sighs* Ah well, I’m just trying to figure some nice phrases that could be used for my English essays tomorrow. And the sky is dark and thunderry out there. Yeeupz, the final exams are here and it’ll end at 20th October for me. Geez… I figure I won’t last long. Soon I’ll be all worn out and puking my feelings out at Blogger.com again.

The sun's still shining despite the dark clouds. =) I guess every sky has a silver lining?

So today our finals begin with the usual paper that every friggin SPM start off with, *ehem* our highly prided national language *ehem*, Bahasa Malaysia paper 2. The beginning sucked for me. I didn’t know how to summarise the article given. Why?? Coz I just can’t bloody figure out what the hell does the word ‘kekangan-kekangan’ means! Seriously, I’ve overestimated myself. I thought that BM will only be a piece of cake, but now it seems that I’M the piece of cake being eaten up by the bahasa ibunda Malaysia. And I cheered myself by saying that was the end of my torment. Naw, ‘twas only the beginning.

During Bahasa Malaysia paper 1, the REAL challenge. Damn. I can’t even begin my essay after reading a whole kazillion essays on rampant social problems in the society. MY BM SUCKS!!! I DEPERATELY NEED TO FIND A BM TUITION NEXT YEAR BEFORE I TOTALLY FAIL MY SPM JUST BECAUSE I CAN’T PASS BLOODY BM!!! It was really pathetic!! I was the only one raising up my hands asking for more paper. Almost every teacher that came monitoring over my class looked at me like O_o, I figure out they must have seen the pile of foolscaps on my table. In fact, I reckon I irritated some of them because I caused them to move from the door of my classroom to where I was sitting which is like at the far back edge of the class. When the 3rd teacher came in, he made a wise decision to seat just right behind my desk ^^. I didn't want it to happen!!! But I had to... ALL because I CAN’T figure a proper beginning for both the directed and continuous writting!

My essay draft which I spent almost 20 mins in doing and can't figure out anything...

After the exams a friend of mine was like:

Friend: Waliao eh! You must have wrote a very long essay! How many pages have you wrote?
Me: Heck, only 3.
Friend: Only 3? You’re pulling my leg!
Me: …*takes foolscap papers out form bag* SEE!!! I took a whooping 11 pieces of paper but I only used a bloody 3 to write my essay!

Gosh... I fully utilised the examination fees I had paid for this year.

Let's hope I won't spend too much time on drafting my essays tomorrow.Oh..., and repeatedly writting the same wrong beginnings for my essays =S...

War 2: English... better start preparing XD

FinALs oN MonDAY

Once again, I'm here entering another post to my blog. Ignoring the fact that my finals is like 2 more days away and I'm so not preapred for even a single subject.

Okay, okay... This post ain't going to be like one of the previous one about exams and blahs... *Sighs*... Life is such a tormenting wave when mom's not around!

My mom apparently chose the best time to go for her some sorta medical workers union meeting in Kundasang. She left yesterday and will be back late tomorrow night. things are like so f*cked up here... The dust is already covering the floors of my house, clothes are piling up and starting to stink, dishes are also in piles and betcha the dishes will go "KA-PLING" any momento.

Yes, only a day since my mom left and the house is in such a havoc. We've (me+my bro+dad) been eating out the whole time, except for breakfast (cereals are such life-savers!). It's like... we can't decide what to eat until we round the same part of the town for umpteen times.

Boy... I can't imagine how my house would look like when my mom returns... Guess I'll just have to be the good ol' lil' girl and save the house before it turns too higgledy-piggledy to be saved!

It's ME!!! The SUPERMAID... =)

LoneLy

Hmph!!! I tried to create an entry inside Blogger two days ago but it didn't work!! Damn, the internet line has been laggy in Tawau, with or without Streamyx!!!

I was like so pissed! Especially like when I've only like got a few days like before my finals which is like SOOO important for me to like pass it in order to like secure my seat next year in my current class and to think that I like, sacrifced almost an hour to like enter an unsuccessful post!

Apparently... Today I finally realise that I am offically like, lonely in my class! Seriouly!!! Despite having fun loving friends, but my current seat in class now really makes me feel SOOOOO lonely!

A little bit about my seat in class =)

Clear picutre? Haha, I'm like totally giving off my identity to like the whole world! But then again, I doubt that any fellow St. Patricans would drop by here, let alone CARE to even read my blog =p...

Well, as I was saying... I feel lonely!!! The guy who sits beside me, Jason, is like a totally quiet. Err, not exactly quiet but it's like we have nothing much to talk... He's like a well, nerd cares a lot about studying blahs yada yada, and I'm SOO not.... 'Twas supposed to be my best friend, Elaine, who sits next to me. But I was giving us so many trouble, as my job as a school prefect requires me to go in and out of class often then ever.

Erica who sits next to me,... indeed no doubt she's fun to talk, nice but well at the end of the day, I'm just stuck damn alone once she's talking with her other half, or Tina and Simon... Yes, I know, I sound like some pathetic friendless girl, but that's how I am now!! ...Kinda!

For Chandler and Cassy... They're nice to talk, but mostly I'm just so alone... *sighs* Especially when Elaine's talking to her other half. It makes me even MORE lonely... *sob*sob*sob*

Tomorrow's like the last day of like studying week in Fourth Form. Time really swift pass by so quickly and it was just like yesterday when I was like entering Fourth Form, considering to enter either pure science stream or just taking up Physics and Chemistry. Tell you the truth, I hadn't really treasure these moments. I miss having fun with people around me...

I miss my Form 3 days... But for now, I know that I have to like choose a suitable place to seat next year. Whether or not I have friends, because I know I might just end up being alone again.

ViSiTiNG ThE OLd FolKS HomE

Apparently, my class combined with a lower 6th form class in my school went to visit the old folks home last Tuesday. We went there during EST (crap, cwot... but nice teacher class) but it was an activity for our English class...

It was an eye-opener for some of us... Well, mostly girls. Reason?

My bunch of girlfriends were talking to an oldfolk-
Girl 1: How long have you been living here?
Oldfolk: Since 1970.. I'm like almost 90 years old now...
Girl 2: WOW!!! THAT long? Why did you came here anyway?
Oldfolk: I have no family, I am feeble, I have nothing...
Girl 3: So it must be really nice to live in a place like this, huh?
Oldfolk: NICE??? You call THAT nice??? They hit us with their slippers whenever we refuse to do work!!! How d'ya expect and oldie to work!!!
Girl 1: OMG... I MUST get married when i grow up!!!
Girl 2: Yeah, I better get married after I finish Form 5!
Girl 3: Gosh, count me in!!! I better get married NOW...
** And they all left the place tearry-eyed, sobbing and creating more moist to the already sardine packed ancient school van...

Well... so the saying goes that we should listen to our elders... Almost all the girls in my class are now boyfriend hunting... Nah, just kidding but there's like already 4, I repeat, F-O-U-R pairs of couples in a class where all nerds and people who works their arses off to get into uni. Pretty impressive huh?

Okay... this is a such a boring post... But I'm just wheally tired cramming infos for my finals which is next week. Not what I'll usually do, but I have to constantly remind myself that I slept through my whole Form 4 and never attented a single tuition lesson before... I'm like asking to be burried alive.... *sighs* Life.......... can't it just get easier???

DrOp EVERYTHING StaRt It ALL oVeR

At this rate, studying what the rest of my classmates have been learning the past second semester from scratch would be totally too late. Why? Obviously, it's a nother 2 more weeks before the finals and I'm like still chilling in fornt of this monitor... Entering Blogger.com intending to post 2 posts...

A hell lot of people have adviced me, from friends, family members to even a friend on MSN to drop everything I have and start everything over. The past memoires of excelling in every exams, determination not to be like my elder siblings who totally flopped out in Form 4 and even the burning fire in me to NOT be looked down upon others... It HAS to all be gone.

It's hard for me. Especially like... Ok, I'm not bragging here but i am really glad to have never dropped out of Top 10 my whole life... I was always Top 10 in class... But now, day-dreaming is no longer going to help. Reality has to pop in and I desperately NEED to move on. Who cares how good was i before? NOW, I'm just a sickly stupid stucked Fourth Former...

So now... All I really need and have to do, is to keep the desperate desire NOT to see my grades falling quicker then temperature of napthalene rising when being heated... =p I NEED to apply my Chemistry knowledge here, ya'noe... ^^ Although I seriously don't know if I have applied the correct theory or not... XD dumb me!

Alright... Here I go, wish me luck okay people? GBU... All of you!!!!!!!!

pLanet sHakerS TaWaU conCert '06

Today's like the second time the junior team of the Planet Shakers came to Tawau... It's like ooh! So awesome!! I had such a fun time, took pics with them... But darn, I'm ugly as usual... Can't get me to become a cam-whore... Aww, too bad.......... XD

Oh yea... I bought their latest album, Pick It Up and got 'em to sign it for me... Wheee~~ I'm like going crazy here... haha...

The Lord is such a wonderful God... The devils totally suck by trying to cut the power off, but NOOO!!! The spirit was still there and people were like screaming out to our beloved Lord. <3

Anyway... my bro is getting more intense with World of Warcraft it's SOOOO sickening!!! I mean, he's like sitting for his STPM!!! He won't leave it... Not even if he was getting married I betcha!

Bro's Friends: Hey, it's seven already!!! Time for you to take a bath then go and get the bride to the church.
Bro: Bride bride bride... Bride what? Got new map!!! Let us test the new map first!!! Don't test don't go get bride!!!
Bro's friends: Oo... *speechless* Okok, dota dota lor!!!

*In the church...*

My "sister-inlaw": Where is he? Made me came here all by myself!! WTH is he doing???
Me: Err... wait up a bit... Perhaps he woke up late...... *Dails my bro's phone*
Me: Hiiieeey,... your bride is waiting for you in the chruch!! What the heck are you doing there? Don't want to get marry is it?
Bro: Marry marry marry... Marry what? I WANT DOTA!!!!!!
My "sister-in-law": *Grabs the phone form me* Dota dota dota!! That's all you know!! I'M LEAVING YOU!!!!!!!!

*An hour later... The ceremony progressed on with out any hindrances... The only thing is......O_O*

Music plays... *deng deng deng deng... u get the tune...*
My bro walks in.. handsomely... with his... Errr about to be wed wife...
Me: OMG!!! IT'S KROBELUS!!!! Eeeek!!! You gonna married that thing?!?!?!?!?!
*Krobelus, a character form Warcraft...*
Krobelus: Why have I been summoned?
Bro: To marry me, DUH... What else... My bride left me, after we get married than I can Dota for life and she can be the hero of my game for eternity!!!!!!!!
Krobelus: How long must I suffer?
Me: Until the day he dies....

Ah well!!! My imagination sucks... Hmph!!! But I'm certianly trying... The voice inside my head is like making up stories in my mind 24-7... Once, it even made up a story about Harry Potter being gay with Dumbledore... I told my sis and she was like ROFL!!! ~.~ Anyway...I've decided to add more personal stuff inside this blog. Afterall... who would ever read it?

Aiight, it's late, my legs hurt and tomorrow I have friggin Learn-A-Word-A-Day test... Toodles and blog ya later!

LaZY FrEAK

Ok, ok... I guess most people would be bored by now... Instead I am here again, typing about my laziness to study. Wow, my life just gets more interesting by the day, huh?... Not!
I totally suck...

Hmph...... I hate being a smart alec... but I hate it even more when people look down at me for what I am capabale of doing!!... Argh... I'm twisting and turning... Walking around in circles... WHAT exactly do I want???!!!...

Aww.. But then again, being a smarty pants won't hurt rite? Would it?????.... Hmm.....

The Advantages of Being A Smart Alec:

1. Being voted as the Your-dorkiness Queen of The Nerds for 4 years in a row!! OMG, such an achievement, such an honour!!! *waving hands in a maner that beauty queens always do*
2. Wearing dorky clothings, picking my nose in public... burping in an uncivillised manner and getting away with it because afterall, I AM a nerd... What do you care about nerds?
3. Stare at Tawau-hunks and then drool over them live, stalking them and letting them stare back at me in a freaky manner, running away whenever they see me.
4. Being teachers' pet and perhaps they'll let me use the theacher's toilet which is much MUCH cleaner, bigger, comfy and always have sufficient water to flush the toilet, plus odourless... (Well, kinda odurless)
5. Talking to grown ups and making them impressed with the knowlegde I have, despite they don't even get a damn about what the heck I am crapping about...
6. Crying just because I lack a mark to score the perfect nerd's A1, 100%
7. Being labelled the "good girl" like what all nerds always do and then point a finger to the absymal punk after scratching the paint off the car of teacher who gave me the immperfect A1.
8. Being the ultimate bookworm smarty pants that my mommy and daddy would be proud of, and I would be be their little baby angel that they'll give ALL the attention and ALL the love I ever wanted!

Hmm... Not that bad huh? 8 advantages to be a smart alec! Hahaha... Basically I just made that up to humour myslef... But it failed me, like how I always fail myself... Don't know about you guys... Wait a sec, what the hell was i thinking.. There's nobody to read my blog... Ahaha... DUMBO!!! =p Perhaps....., I ain't that smart afterall!!!

**Aiight, I'm gonna study now, I desperately ooh, so badly, need to become the pathetic nerd!!!!!!!!!!! HERE I COME NERDSTERS!!!** Yea right~~